#and I rationalize everything so I get aggro when it happens bc it's like WHY TF ARE YOU FREAKING OUT RN | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

aerialaim · 2 years ago

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So, if you don’t follow my modblog, I was forced off a med bc my doc wouldn’t renew it unless I came in to pay $300 for a 5min talk and the withdrawals are worse than anticipated. Kinda have random major panic attacks, like owie in the chest my heart is beating so fast kinda ones, and nearly blacking out in the middle of a store, so I’ve been mostly lying down.

I got a commission to do, then I may do a nice reblog/flashback week so I can find a new doc and relax. Nearly a full year of posting new content everyday? I think I need a wee break. I deserve a lil lie down. A nap week if you will.

#it's birth control btw not like a major med technically #and mental health wise it has helped to be off the dang thing tbh #but going from completely fine to having my heart go apeshit in a thrift store is aggravating to say the least #and I rationalize everything so I get aggro when it happens bc it's like WHY TF ARE YOU FREAKING OUT RN #I GOT THINGS TO DO MAN I WANNA PUT UP XMAS LIGHTS IMMA THROW HANDS #though the Ollie stress relief gummies have been a godsend ngl #but I'm trying to not take them every day bc it says not to //WHEEZE

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